Silence, and Breath

My family has gone and I am here alone.  Even the cicadas have chosen to be silent.  I can hear the sporadic tap-tapping of my keyboard and the sound of my own breathing.  When is the last time that I listened to my breath?  I’ll tell you: it was forever ago, when I wrote “Life”.  Everybody was in bed and the … Read More

Solitude

My issue of Shock Totem just arrived, and it is absolutely stunning.  Mine has a special addition of confused,  foul-mouthed crows on the inside front cover (Thanks, Ken!), and everything is shiny and glossy.  I put it out of the children’s reach, and I can’t wait to pour through and read the stories.  That will be my reward for surviving … Read More

WIP Wednesday: Matt Betts Inches Ahead

Seriously, how could he not?  I don’t think that I’ve written a single creative work this week.  Some blog posts, a few emails.  I paid bills and entertained old friends and my father came to visit.  But My Demonic Demon Novel: A Novel About Those Darn Demonic Demons! (or, you know, whatever I’ll call it) is lying dead in the … Read More

On Being Unkind

I told you that I was struggling about how best to deal with Things of a Delicate Nature. While I was fighting this personal battle, I read this post by Aaron Polson and I thought, “Amen, brother!” Apparently I’m not the only one feeling the heat. It seems that ugliness is being spread far and wide. I don’t know Aaron’s situation, and … Read More

Things of a Delicate Nature

I went with a group of 15 to “The Secret Garden” at the Utah Shakespearean Festival on Friday.  It was wonderful, and I felt homesick for the stage.  I flirted with theatre in high school and college, enough to grow addicted to the pre-show jitters and the scent of Febreze.  Then we stayed in the family cabin, and it was fun.  … Read More

Shock Totem’s Debut Issue

The gorgeous cover art was designed by Robert Høyem (http://www.attheends.com).  I want to hang it on my wall, it’s so amazing. Table of Contents * Editorial * The Music Box, by T.L. Morganfield * ‘Til Death Do Us Part, by Jennifer Pelland * One Foot in Darkness: An interview with John Skipp, by John Boden * Murder For Beginners, by … Read More

Oh, Purr.

I’ve been a little down lately, so I drank soda and watched Harper’s Island to cheer myself up.  Writing got off to a rocky start this evening, but suddenly I hit my stride and it was smooth and free. My story is deviating from its loosely planned course, but that’s the way I like it.  I love when my characters just pick up their … Read More

I Killed You, My Darling

I wrote like a mad woman.  Sprite has been officially erased from that manuscript, and it made me strangely sad.  Don’t worry, little buddy.  You’ll most likely end up elsewhere…unless you don’t.  Perhaps I have killed you for good, but I have no way of knowing.  It’s funny how you become so attached to characters.  I’ve cried while writing death … Read More

Chaos! Delightful, Delightful Chaos!

Last night’s writing date was very successful…for every participant but me.  Why?  Because I had written myself into a wall.  The very same wall in the very same story that I wrote myself into last time!  I was going along quite happily, when WHAM!  Wall!  So I ditched the story for six months, pulled it out, viciously ripped the last … Read More

So…whatcha doing tonight?

Today has been a relentlessly hard day.  Actually, the last three weeks have been, and I screamed and cried and beat my heels against the ground a little bit.  But tonight I have a date!  A word warring date!  I’m meeting my friend this evening in the #nanowrimo chat room (the official NaNoWriMo chat) around 9:00 Pacific, and we’re going to … Read More